Capital Punishment

A mid-aged man called William Pickton has been on trial since I guess two months ago. Officials predict that the trial may take more than a year. Pickton first time was arrested in 2002 in Port Coquitlam, B. C. He used to run a pig farm in there and is accused of murdering more than 40 women, all drug addicted street prostitutes. It's also said that the court will cost probably millions of dollars definitely not as much as what has been spent so far for Air India trial.
A group of people oppose these kind of trials. These people from Edmonton which spoke out after a man murdered a teenager in that city and then was put in trial for that. They are demanding capital punishment back. The last time someone was executed in Canada was mid 60s and it actually was stopped in mid 70s. The opposition say spending too much money of tax payers is just useless and waste. The murderer must be punished in the harshest way, hanged, injected or sent to the fire squad.
Regardless of what is this all about I just don't understand why someone kill poor, addicted street prostitutes and slaughter them in a way that almost nothing but a few blood drops have left from them. Sick. Ha? Especially when Native ones are among them.

(Photo: Cameras are not allowed in court rooms for a reason that I'm not aware of but curious to know and there're not many photos of Pickton available in the public, the man who has been asked to pose as a model down in the States once as he claims. This sketch shows him in one of the trials)

Home Show

Ali G. and I went to a Home Show last Sun. afternoon. At the beginning I wondered why he's interested in such a show but as I was bored and didn't have anything to do, I accompanied him. There was a $12 admission for every one and I paid and i noticed that Ali G. wanted me to pay and he was right because the last two times we went out he almost paid $20 for me and I made that even. The reason he wanted to see the show is he's an ambitious guy as I noted before. He said that his dad's coming to Canada and they're planning to build a house. So he was gathering information but that was stupid. He doesn't even know the basics of construction! He, for example when was talking to a cabinet maker asked: In what stage of construction you would start your work?! And sometimes when the company men asked him about the specification of the house he simply said that there was no house and that's only in his mind! So I said to me: Dude! That's too much! grow up. Eventually that was not a bad experience and I regretted that I didn't take my camera. Then we went to a Vietnamese restaurant in 17th Ave., to eat. I had a take out back to 2002 or 2003 from that restaurant when I used to live in that neighborhood. The food was not so bad but it was cold and the lounge was hot and humid. It was dirty and the service was very bad. Ali G. had to ask for a glass of water 3 times! The total bill was around $17 for both of us but we didn't eat much. I didn't get full and Ali G. was not hungry at all. He just ate.

Getting ready to move

I sold both my computer set and car through www.usedcalgary.com and got a little easier for my move to BC. A man and his two sons came for the car which was priced $400. They told me that they would drive to Saskatchewan! I don't dare drive that around the city but I don't know may be they were lying. That usu. doesn't happen with Caucasian people. They finaly agreed on $300 and I didn't argue because I just wanted to get rid of the car, its $80 monthly insurance and almost $100 gas bill. Then I received a callfrom a woman for the PC, its big IKEA desk and the old but strong and good chair left from Resurrect time. She came over with her brother. Obviously there were a few things wrong with the PC and I mentioned them. They, the motherfucker, stupid, piece of craps, the Arabs said they would call me in the evening after I fix the problem and they never did. So once again Arabs prove that they are the worst creatures (I don't consider them as humans) in the whole universe. I finally sold the whole set to a Caucasian guy, Dave, who came on his dad's van. I helped him to pack and load them to the van. He paid me $240 while I was asking $275. But the PC has so many problems. It is infected, it's old and slow and not good for Windows Vista that he would like tp instal. I think that's imposible to do especially because there's not enough memory available, only 512 MB. Besides the CD player is broken and you have to push it in and eject it out clicking on its icon in My Computer. So he'll have so much to do to fix it. I have packed most of the stuff. The only things left are a few chicken stuff, my TV and bed. I'm not taking the bed but will do the TV if I can't sell that at least $50.

Bad Feeling

It has been a long time that I wanted to have a massage and everywhere I went, I was rejected directly or indirectly. I went to that one in the 4th St. a few times but that one usu. closes early, sometime around 06:00 PM. Then I tried a new one which is close to my place. There was a fat (well … just a little big!) Caucasian woman who asked if I ever been to a massage studio and I told her that I had been a long time ago. I also said that I’m not feeling really well when she asked how I was. She didn’t like the answer, especially when I said I hated the day which was so windy and sunny. She said that people usually would not come to a massage when they don’t feel bad! I really don’t know what the fuck was wrong with that stupid fat ass bitch. Seemed like she just simply didn’t like me! We were following this stupid argument while I was sitting and my phone suddenly rang. I tried to hear who was calling but didn’t hear anything and hung up and continued. Then the telephone rang again and I left her!
The other day I went to that Filipino woman in 14th St., but she was not available and then tried the one in 10th Ave., and the door was locked while the Open sign was on.
So I tried the last one again tonight and I don’t fucking know why I did that as I don’t feel good about that now! I’m feeling well physically, the massage was really good but I don’t feel good emotionally. I feel stupid! Anyways that’s what happened tonight:
I went to the one in 10th Ave. and the same Oriental woman was there. She took me in and motherfucker charged me $40 this time and said the same bullshit she did last time: You’re handsome, you’re sexy, you’re this and you’re that, with the same stupid accent! Obviously she had forgotten me! What do you expect from a whore? She meets too many people in a day! Then she gave me a very good and relaxing massage on the back. That was really good. The only problem with her is she talks a lot and bullshits continuously. Then she asked me to turn over and asked if I want her to make that cum!? We talked for a bit and then we agreed on a $60. I didn’t want to pay that much but I was already hard and … I don’t know why I did that. I regret it now. I asked her to take her cloths off but she said that she would charge me $120 for that. I finally made her agreed to take her panties off. She stood on the bed and I took it off for her. What a smooth skin, petite and nice body! I kissed her butt a little and then asked her to pee for me. She agreed but the stupid bitch was going to pee for me on the bed. The whole bed would have been wet and she would have sprayed all around the room(!) had she peed. I asked her to do that for me in the tub. So we moved there and I started rubbing her pussy and thigh and body, and looking for her pee-hole. She was not as horny as last time. I fingered her pussy last time and let it go back and forth but this time she was a bit careful. She finally peed a little on my dick and at the same time grabbed it and started jerking it while she was saying fuck you! Obviously she got a little horny at the time. I tried to reach her pussy and hand with my dick so she jerked it a little better and that made it a little hard but I finally came and she went on until we gave each other a hug! That was good but I wish I could have fucked her and then laid down on the bed for a few minutes. She turned the tab on, let the water running and washed my dick! I then got out of the tub and started dressing while she was washing her pussy in the tub!
I really didn’t feel good after I left especially when I saw a potbellied old Caucasian man at the door! How long am I going to live like this? That man probably has an old wife or may be he’s single and no one looks at him. But how about me? I’m still young and strong. I have to find someone for me real soon and stop this stupid fake sex life!

Dicks and Balls more than Pussies and Tits!

One disgusting and very unpleasant thing that I’ve faced here since I started goin’ to gym almost every day, is what you see in the locker rooms. Most of the people get totally naked when they change in the locker rooms and you see men’s asses and dicks hanging in front of them! Mostly every one takes a quick look (or may be longer if he’s gay!) at others dick and compares the shape and size with his! I mean this is what most of the time you can't avoid. It’s inevitable! Caucasian’s and Black's are most of the time bigger than people from the other races. Also Caucasian's are most of the time not circumcised.  I believe that a not circumcised penis is more attractive and sexier for women but medical science says there’s a more likelihood that a man who’s not circumcised gets genital-related disease, let’s say for example AIDS. But I’m sure that women like to suck non-circumcised cocks because it emerges and pops out after they play with it and gets hard.
Anyways I, most of the time, try not to look at them, especially if a Black guy is around but sometimes can’t help it!
In the meantime you see the most beautiful bodies of girls when you are at the gym, mostly Caucasian women and some Orientals, Blacks or any other races but you don’t see them half-naked unless in the pool. When I was in BC last weekend, we went to a pool with A. J., his son and a friend of his. There were a few girls and women around and I, like someone who has never seen women in bathing suit was gazing at them! Stupid? Ha? Well … most of the men do and I was a little stimulated! But what could I do? Nothing!
Then A. J. the day after took me to a former partner’s store, a Chinese woman called Rose. He had told me that she has a friend who’s looking for a friend in here but she doesn’t speak English! We were going to see he later but Rose told A. J. that that woman is accidentally dropped by, so we headed there. She is a very pretty and petite Chinese woman in her mid 30’s and God! she is amiable and delicious. I would totally eat her raw! But we’re goin’ to hear from Rose if she’s willing or not later, if I go back to BC.

You Can’t Turn a Donkey to a Horse

I had to let a stupid scum in as a lack of enough money and being in debt. Actually that's not so bad but I've been very conservative and coward lately! Hojam introduced a Kurdish-Iraqi guy to me, a guy who claims he's only 17. But what Hojam told me later is these motherfucker filkthy animals always claim that they are younger than their ages in their IDs so they are eligible to receive Government funds and aids.

Anyhow the first thing I did when he moved in was that I asked for half of the damage deposit so I paid my more than $500 debt to Citibank. But the guy is an animal. In the first week he spent here, he didn’t take a shower, not even once and used to stink like a fillty goat! Then I took him to the Zellers nearby and bought shampoo, shower curtain, detergent and other stuff but that didn’t make much change!

The point is all of the bad things I have done so far in my life to different people who honestly are not just a few, return to me now in a way. Of course it’s good paying off the debts but look at the dark side of having that animal in too. He started watching his stupid action and Indian movies so when he came in one day he didn’t find the DVD player where it was always. I had hidden it! He asked about that and I said that I sold it. He started taking whatever he needed and I started hiding them! I decided not telling him anything or complaining after the first time that I gave him shit because I believe I can’t turn a donkey to a horse. Once he came to me and asked if I had some sugar and that was after he took two eggs from me without asking and used my Skype phone a couple of times. I answered: You asked this fucking question a few times. I have no sugar for you. I’m not your grocery store! He didn’t say anything and left the kitchen but complained to Hojam then. I found out that through Hodani but Hojam didn’t say anything to me.
So I said to me: I fuck you in the ass you motherfucker stupid Iraqi animal. You don’t know your ass from your elbow and you act like you’re someone! Ha? Then every time I left the apartment, I turned the heat off and he started getting frozen! The early morning I flew to BC in the Sat. of Feb.24, I turned the heat off and when I came back at about 12:30 of Tue. Feb.27 the apartment was even colder than outside! It was fucking chilly! He was sitting on the small coach, watching TV while his blanket was wrapped around him! I went to my bedroom and God that was frizing! So I turned the heat on when he was not watching and went to bed with everything on!
Then he was really sick, had a very bad cold and flu the other day and missed one day from work! He was not even able to move! I said to me: That should be a good lesson for that piece of crap! I hopefully get rid of him and this shity old fucking apartment soon.