A New Challenge

We left Coquitlam at 07:00 AM and it was almost 09:00 PM when we got home! Today was the third day of work and I have a very long way ahead until the day I can feel that I really have a job. A. J. works like a horse and his cellular phone never shuts up! Yes. Making money is not easy. You have to dedicate your whole life to your job. And he almost eats nothing during the day. He kept us both hungry until the afternoon yesterday! I luckily had two McDonald's breakfast sandwiches! I'm so tired now but would like to write more. But think it's better to write later as have to wake up at 07:00 AM and hit the road again tomorrow.
(Photo: The Sea to Sky Highway is under construction be be ready for 2010 Olympic games which partially will take place in Whistler. Lost of rain but that does not stop these guys from working. Kiewit, I believe was a millionaire if not a billionaire, and is richer now by getting this big project!)

Difficult Move

I'm writing this from my cousin's place in Coquitlam using their wireless Internet. I finally flew to B. C. this afternoon. That was my first flight in Canada which faced almost half an hour delay. Hojam came to my place shortly in the afternoon, we changed the main entrance's lock and I showed him everything and gave him the keys. Then he drove me to the airport. I noticed that he was feeling a little different. He asked me to give Resurrect a call in Kelowna and say that regardless the fact that we don't love each other, we should take care of our friends and support them because we're all actually lonely here.
Then in the airport when I was sitting I though there was something wrong with the wings because only after a vehicle came and sprayed hot water on both wings, the plane took off.
When I got to Vancouver Airport an aboriginal girl helped me to get to SkyTrain station. I was going to give her my number but didn't find any chance. Then when I got on a bus for the second time after I got off the Train, Hodani called. He was drunk as usual and I had to lie to him because he won't remember what I said to him today. But felt really bad. We spent so much time together and ate together and talked for hours and most of the time he paid for me but I didn't even give him a call to say goodbye. I knew he was working but that's just an excuse. I and Hojam talked a little about him and the way he lives which is only drinking, sleeping with poor street prostitutes and working a hard labour job. But what can we do? I don't think talking to him ever helps. After all that's the way he likes to live. He's already passed his 50s and there are not much opportunities for someone like him anymore. Even I'm not very fortunate at this age. So what can we do for him? We have to take care of ourselves and if he doesn't want a change in his life then what's the point? He sacrifices his life for his idea. He doesn't even remember when was the time he left Iran but that perhaps was some year around 1990, according to what he still recalls.
Seems like this post is goin' to be just about Hodani from Bandar-e-Abbas but I just can't forget him because he's so soft-hearted and nice guy and what has happened to him in life so far, has been pushing him toward alcohol and at this age and with that sex drive, while there's no chance of having a girlfriend or marriage, poor drug-addicted street prostitute are your last chance.

International Car and Truck Show

I and Ali G. went to the International Car and Truck show in Calgary yesterday. That was my first time. It was really good. You could see anything from super expensive cars like Bentely, Aston Martin and Lamborghini to ordinary cars like Ford, GM, Toyota and Nissan and companies like Hundai that we didn't even get close to it! They have nothing to say. I didn't see companies like Peugeot or Renault as well as other European car manufacturers. It means they are not looking for a market in North America or may be not as active as they should be.
Range Rover was there with a few luxary model but when I asked one of the representatives if they are being manufactured in the UK, his answer was a big Yes. I remember that I read online almost 2 years ago that the last British car manufacturer is being sold and Iran and China are the prospective ownerz. Iran later lost the opportunity.
What caught my eye the most was a new model of Hummer from GM of course called H3T. That was a very nice, 2-door small truck with a very unique design. But that was only a protoype. Nothing has been said about the price or the release date. Also a few new models of truck from Ford was really catchy, including a F-450!
The most expensive cars obviouly came from Bently and Lamborgini. How many people in Calgary can aford a $160,000 car? Jaguar was another luxary car maker that I wasn't expecting but it was there, introducing regular sedans around $50,000 and super expensive cars.

(Photo: H3T a concept from GM and one of my favorites. I decided to buy a Hummer or a Hybrid, prefrably a Prius when I'm ready to. This one has no price and plan for production but other Hummers are in the market and very expensive, starting form $40,000. So it is a Prius)

Wireless

When I bought the Acer laptop, I obviously connected it to the Shaw Internet I had. The wireless switch was on and I didn't notice that. So I received different message off and on from the computer saying for example You're connected to this or You got disconnected from that and I didn't know what's happening.
Then I appreciated that the said messages are from the different local wireless sources and I simply could use them. When I switched to this Toshiba laptop I discovered a few unsecured wireless sources, the ones that you don't need a password or security code to use it. And now after my cable was taken yesterday, I'm using them and it's good. There are usu. 3 unsecured available and one could be Futureshop's and I use whatever has a better condition. The signal conditions are defined as Excellent, Good, Fair, Low and Poor by the system and there are times that you can't get connected at all but that rarely happens. Here's how free Internet service works. Some organizations and cafes present free Internet service. For example Starbucks and Talisman and also Calgary International Airport but the Airport just limits you to the facilities at the airport. For example restaurants, hotels, retailers, flights and other services. I haven't tried the other two I just named but I will. I will try any free wireless Internet possible and may be I don't pay for that anymore! In the move Firewall I watched last year wireless Internet service is shown available free all around the city of Seattle. That would be the first American city I visit soon.

31M

Canada's population just reached over 31,000,000 according to Statistic Canada and based on last year's census. It's growing. But what makes the population bigger and bigger? That's not the original people, the European-rooted or the other ethnic groups who have been living here for years, for example East Indians and Chinese and it's not of course Aboriginals. It's the new immigrants or mostly refugees. Yes as I said before Canada is the biggest public toilet in the world. They have recently opened the door and let a huge number of Africans, Afghans, Kurds and Iraqis in, mostly murderers, thieves, runaways, former prisoners and war criminals.

Why the fuck this fucking stupid Government of Canada doesn't understand this simple fact? I have one answer for that:

They need people as part of their modern slavery program. If there's no fucking nigger or motherfucker stinky stupid piece of crap, Afghan or Kurd, Who's goin' to work all those nasty hard jobs in fucking factories and plants for $12 to $14 per hour? Canadians, I mean Caucasians barely do that, may be 1 out of 50 labourer is a Canadian with Western-European root.

But what these idiots don't understand is the disadvantages which are much bigger than advantages. Cities like Calgary and Toronto are not inhabitable anymore in my view. They are so crowded and dirty, slow traffic, gangs, drug and crime and multiculturalism which never worked and never will work. That why I'm planning to move out from Calgary soon. The best place to live is obviously where you have a well-paid, secure and challenging job. But the best thing to do is to be a self-employed. That's what A. J. does and that's what I have to do too or just stick to that National Defence job which keeps me busy, pays me well and keeps me away from big polluted, crowded and noisy cities.

Notebook or Laptop?

I sold my computer as I wrote earlier and went to the nearby Futureshop and bought an Acer laptop for $799. I actually used my Futureshop card to pay it off in a year. Then I noticed I had a problem with the sound system when I'm using Skype or YAHOO Messenger. I also tried to get a Microsoft Office package and the cheapest one I found was $179 excluding GST. I bought that but then returned it the other day without even touching it. I considered that too much of expense. Then I tried to overcome the technical difficulty I had with the sound system and couldn't. So I took it back to the Futureshop. Different people came and struggled with the computer but couldn't do anything to remove the issue. Then finally the first guy whom I met came and he found out through YAHOO Answers that many people have problem with Windows Vista, the new OS which is installed on all of the laptop and desktops, including mine and finally suggested to replace the Acer with a Toshiba, the one that Ali G. recommended when we went to the Futureshop after the the Home Show. The guy, Zach, said that Acer computer management system doesn't allow to run Skype or YAHOO Messenger under Vista properly. That model of Toshiba was $899 the day I bought the Acer one but it was reduced to $799 that day! So I switched the laptops and now I'm using it and everything looks fine. I talk to A. J. in B. C. over Skype, to Cyrus in Koln through the Messenger and to Hojam here in Calgary again using the Messenger. I also bought a bag for my laptop but today I noticed that it lacks a shoulder strap. So I have to go to the store again and find out what has happened to it. And finally I use WordPad instead of MS Word and have no spreadsheet until the day I have enough money and courage to buy an office package!

After all I don't believe that Toshiba is better than Acer or Sony is the best. They all use the same processor and only a few features are different. For example that Acer I bought first is better than the Toshiba I own now. It has built-in microphone, you can see the level of the sound when you turn it down or up while this one's volume is like the old grandma radio sets!

So don't waste your money on a specific brand if you're buying a laptop.

The Second Fingerprint

I received a call from that old lady of CF when I was in Coquitlam regarding my fingerprint. She said all the information for the Security Clearance have been entered and they needed my fingerprint to send it with the form to Ottawa which, as I have been notified earlier, might take a little long, may be as long as 2 years. So I went there last Tue. and two young women in uniform came and took me and a very young fellow for fingerprint. It was like the time I did that for my citizenship but there was no cost of course. The young man, only 17, was going to join the army as a reservist and was joking around all the time with the girls and me. He even introduced him to me and shock hands. That's their culture they're most of the time happy and are laughing and take everything easy. They actually should. This is their country and they get whatever they want and they are treated very well everywhere and are welcomed. We aren't! I'm surprised that I've been through this process so far. But the big parts are left. Let's see what they do with my Security Clearance and if I pass.

Lobster Dinner

Just the night before I fly to B. C., I met with Hodani and that was the time he showed his interest in making a lobster dinner finally. We had talked about that several times but never happened. So we drove all the way to a Superstore and bought two giant lobster which cost almost $50. We boiled them live in a large container, I'd say, and took about 20 min. to get ready. But when Hodani started to take the meat out and throw out the shelf and everything, we didn't see much meat in them! Actually most of the meat is in the tail and that's why tail is sometimes sold separately, frozen. The meat is more delicious than crab's and that's probably why it's more expensive but comparing a crab and a lobster which have almost the same weight and size, you get more meat from a crab. Lobster is suggested for people who don't like the sweetness in crab meat.
Anyhow that was another experience and I liked that. But whether or not I buy a lobster again? That depends on whom I'm with. Because I didn't pay for them. Hodani did. And it's always good to have a luxury food when someone else pays!

(Photo: Hodani's holding one of the two giant lobsters which are getting ready for our dinner)

Capital Punishment

A mid-aged man called William Pickton has been on trial since I guess two months ago. Officials predict that the trial may take more than a year. Pickton first time was arrested in 2002 in Port Coquitlam, B. C. He used to run a pig farm in there and is accused of murdering more than 40 women, all drug addicted street prostitutes. It's also said that the court will cost probably millions of dollars definitely not as much as what has been spent so far for Air India trial.
A group of people oppose these kind of trials. These people from Edmonton which spoke out after a man murdered a teenager in that city and then was put in trial for that. They are demanding capital punishment back. The last time someone was executed in Canada was mid 60s and it actually was stopped in mid 70s. The opposition say spending too much money of tax payers is just useless and waste. The murderer must be punished in the harshest way, hanged, injected or sent to the fire squad.
Regardless of what is this all about I just don't understand why someone kill poor, addicted street prostitutes and slaughter them in a way that almost nothing but a few blood drops have left from them. Sick. Ha? Especially when Native ones are among them.

(Photo: Cameras are not allowed in court rooms for a reason that I'm not aware of but curious to know and there're not many photos of Pickton available in the public, the man who has been asked to pose as a model down in the States once as he claims. This sketch shows him in one of the trials)

Home Show

Ali G. and I went to a Home Show last Sun. afternoon. At the beginning I wondered why he's interested in such a show but as I was bored and didn't have anything to do, I accompanied him. There was a $12 admission for every one and I paid and i noticed that Ali G. wanted me to pay and he was right because the last two times we went out he almost paid $20 for me and I made that even. The reason he wanted to see the show is he's an ambitious guy as I noted before. He said that his dad's coming to Canada and they're planning to build a house. So he was gathering information but that was stupid. He doesn't even know the basics of construction! He, for example when was talking to a cabinet maker asked: In what stage of construction you would start your work?! And sometimes when the company men asked him about the specification of the house he simply said that there was no house and that's only in his mind! So I said to me: Dude! That's too much! grow up. Eventually that was not a bad experience and I regretted that I didn't take my camera. Then we went to a Vietnamese restaurant in 17th Ave., to eat. I had a take out back to 2002 or 2003 from that restaurant when I used to live in that neighborhood. The food was not so bad but it was cold and the lounge was hot and humid. It was dirty and the service was very bad. Ali G. had to ask for a glass of water 3 times! The total bill was around $17 for both of us but we didn't eat much. I didn't get full and Ali G. was not hungry at all. He just ate.

Getting ready to move

I sold both my computer set and car through www.usedcalgary.com and got a little easier for my move to BC. A man and his two sons came for the car which was priced $400. They told me that they would drive to Saskatchewan! I don't dare drive that around the city but I don't know may be they were lying. That usu. doesn't happen with Caucasian people. They finaly agreed on $300 and I didn't argue because I just wanted to get rid of the car, its $80 monthly insurance and almost $100 gas bill. Then I received a callfrom a woman for the PC, its big IKEA desk and the old but strong and good chair left from Resurrect time. She came over with her brother. Obviously there were a few things wrong with the PC and I mentioned them. They, the motherfucker, stupid, piece of craps, the Arabs said they would call me in the evening after I fix the problem and they never did. So once again Arabs prove that they are the worst creatures (I don't consider them as humans) in the whole universe. I finally sold the whole set to a Caucasian guy, Dave, who came on his dad's van. I helped him to pack and load them to the van. He paid me $240 while I was asking $275. But the PC has so many problems. It is infected, it's old and slow and not good for Windows Vista that he would like tp instal. I think that's imposible to do especially because there's not enough memory available, only 512 MB. Besides the CD player is broken and you have to push it in and eject it out clicking on its icon in My Computer. So he'll have so much to do to fix it. I have packed most of the stuff. The only things left are a few chicken stuff, my TV and bed. I'm not taking the bed but will do the TV if I can't sell that at least $50.

Bad Feeling

It has been a long time that I wanted to have a massage and everywhere I went, I was rejected directly or indirectly. I went to that one in the 4th St. a few times but that one usu. closes early, sometime around 06:00 PM. Then I tried a new one which is close to my place. There was a fat (well … just a little big!) Caucasian woman who asked if I ever been to a massage studio and I told her that I had been a long time ago. I also said that I’m not feeling really well when she asked how I was. She didn’t like the answer, especially when I said I hated the day which was so windy and sunny. She said that people usually would not come to a massage when they don’t feel bad! I really don’t know what the fuck was wrong with that stupid fat ass bitch. Seemed like she just simply didn’t like me! We were following this stupid argument while I was sitting and my phone suddenly rang. I tried to hear who was calling but didn’t hear anything and hung up and continued. Then the telephone rang again and I left her!
The other day I went to that Filipino woman in 14th St., but she was not available and then tried the one in 10th Ave., and the door was locked while the Open sign was on.
So I tried the last one again tonight and I don’t fucking know why I did that as I don’t feel good about that now! I’m feeling well physically, the massage was really good but I don’t feel good emotionally. I feel stupid! Anyways that’s what happened tonight:
I went to the one in 10th Ave. and the same Oriental woman was there. She took me in and motherfucker charged me $40 this time and said the same bullshit she did last time: You’re handsome, you’re sexy, you’re this and you’re that, with the same stupid accent! Obviously she had forgotten me! What do you expect from a whore? She meets too many people in a day! Then she gave me a very good and relaxing massage on the back. That was really good. The only problem with her is she talks a lot and bullshits continuously. Then she asked me to turn over and asked if I want her to make that cum!? We talked for a bit and then we agreed on a $60. I didn’t want to pay that much but I was already hard and … I don’t know why I did that. I regret it now. I asked her to take her cloths off but she said that she would charge me $120 for that. I finally made her agreed to take her panties off. She stood on the bed and I took it off for her. What a smooth skin, petite and nice body! I kissed her butt a little and then asked her to pee for me. She agreed but the stupid bitch was going to pee for me on the bed. The whole bed would have been wet and she would have sprayed all around the room(!) had she peed. I asked her to do that for me in the tub. So we moved there and I started rubbing her pussy and thigh and body, and looking for her pee-hole. She was not as horny as last time. I fingered her pussy last time and let it go back and forth but this time she was a bit careful. She finally peed a little on my dick and at the same time grabbed it and started jerking it while she was saying fuck you! Obviously she got a little horny at the time. I tried to reach her pussy and hand with my dick so she jerked it a little better and that made it a little hard but I finally came and she went on until we gave each other a hug! That was good but I wish I could have fucked her and then laid down on the bed for a few minutes. She turned the tab on, let the water running and washed my dick! I then got out of the tub and started dressing while she was washing her pussy in the tub!
I really didn’t feel good after I left especially when I saw a potbellied old Caucasian man at the door! How long am I going to live like this? That man probably has an old wife or may be he’s single and no one looks at him. But how about me? I’m still young and strong. I have to find someone for me real soon and stop this stupid fake sex life!

Dicks and Balls more than Pussies and Tits!

One disgusting and very unpleasant thing that I’ve faced here since I started goin’ to gym almost every day, is what you see in the locker rooms. Most of the people get totally naked when they change in the locker rooms and you see men’s asses and dicks hanging in front of them! Mostly every one takes a quick look (or may be longer if he’s gay!) at others dick and compares the shape and size with his! I mean this is what most of the time you can't avoid. It’s inevitable! Caucasian’s and Black's are most of the time bigger than people from the other races. Also Caucasian's are most of the time not circumcised.  I believe that a not circumcised penis is more attractive and sexier for women but medical science says there’s a more likelihood that a man who’s not circumcised gets genital-related disease, let’s say for example AIDS. But I’m sure that women like to suck non-circumcised cocks because it emerges and pops out after they play with it and gets hard.
Anyways I, most of the time, try not to look at them, especially if a Black guy is around but sometimes can’t help it!
In the meantime you see the most beautiful bodies of girls when you are at the gym, mostly Caucasian women and some Orientals, Blacks or any other races but you don’t see them half-naked unless in the pool. When I was in BC last weekend, we went to a pool with A. J., his son and a friend of his. There were a few girls and women around and I, like someone who has never seen women in bathing suit was gazing at them! Stupid? Ha? Well … most of the men do and I was a little stimulated! But what could I do? Nothing!
Then A. J. the day after took me to a former partner’s store, a Chinese woman called Rose. He had told me that she has a friend who’s looking for a friend in here but she doesn’t speak English! We were going to see he later but Rose told A. J. that that woman is accidentally dropped by, so we headed there. She is a very pretty and petite Chinese woman in her mid 30’s and God! she is amiable and delicious. I would totally eat her raw! But we’re goin’ to hear from Rose if she’s willing or not later, if I go back to BC.

You Can’t Turn a Donkey to a Horse

I had to let a stupid scum in as a lack of enough money and being in debt. Actually that's not so bad but I've been very conservative and coward lately! Hojam introduced a Kurdish-Iraqi guy to me, a guy who claims he's only 17. But what Hojam told me later is these motherfucker filkthy animals always claim that they are younger than their ages in their IDs so they are eligible to receive Government funds and aids.

Anyhow the first thing I did when he moved in was that I asked for half of the damage deposit so I paid my more than $500 debt to Citibank. But the guy is an animal. In the first week he spent here, he didn’t take a shower, not even once and used to stink like a fillty goat! Then I took him to the Zellers nearby and bought shampoo, shower curtain, detergent and other stuff but that didn’t make much change!

The point is all of the bad things I have done so far in my life to different people who honestly are not just a few, return to me now in a way. Of course it’s good paying off the debts but look at the dark side of having that animal in too. He started watching his stupid action and Indian movies so when he came in one day he didn’t find the DVD player where it was always. I had hidden it! He asked about that and I said that I sold it. He started taking whatever he needed and I started hiding them! I decided not telling him anything or complaining after the first time that I gave him shit because I believe I can’t turn a donkey to a horse. Once he came to me and asked if I had some sugar and that was after he took two eggs from me without asking and used my Skype phone a couple of times. I answered: You asked this fucking question a few times. I have no sugar for you. I’m not your grocery store! He didn’t say anything and left the kitchen but complained to Hojam then. I found out that through Hodani but Hojam didn’t say anything to me.
So I said to me: I fuck you in the ass you motherfucker stupid Iraqi animal. You don’t know your ass from your elbow and you act like you’re someone! Ha? Then every time I left the apartment, I turned the heat off and he started getting frozen! The early morning I flew to BC in the Sat. of Feb.24, I turned the heat off and when I came back at about 12:30 of Tue. Feb.27 the apartment was even colder than outside! It was fucking chilly! He was sitting on the small coach, watching TV while his blanket was wrapped around him! I went to my bedroom and God that was frizing! So I turned the heat on when he was not watching and went to bed with everything on!
Then he was really sick, had a very bad cold and flu the other day and missed one day from work! He was not even able to move! I said to me: That should be a good lesson for that piece of crap! I hopefully get rid of him and this shity old fucking apartment soon.